Seasons of Love

Love is a wonderful feeling and people in love go through a turmoil of emotions during this phase. There is a change in perception, priorities, emotions and direction of life. Love is so powerful that it can change a person for good or bad. Some find their life Partner and some just fail to find their Mr.Right or Miss. Right. A relationship which survives these seasons are the ones which last till eternity. Love is never gone but our priorities or experience change our perception of love. Some gain everything and some loose everything....

Like the Seasons every couple goes through these stages

The Spring of Love - Love Blossoms

live evident... Boy and Girl Falls in love and they enjoy the initial blue of Love. They are ecstatic, excited, always keeps talking and discusses everything and anything. Discussions extend to marriage, kids and the whole life plan. Everything seems possible during this phase and they do not see each others mistakes or shortcomings. Mobile bills swell, monthly spends on movie , restaurant, travel increase. Those with credit cards will observe a higher spending pattern etc. They cannot without seeing each other and everything else fades out of their lives. A passionate kiss or a intimate embrace is all is required for each of them to reach Could 9 or the seventh heaven. The couple finds it difficult to walk without holding hands. Public display of affection is very much intimate hugs, frequent kisses or similar.

all Autumn - During this season the excitement starts to wear out slowly its during that people start observe the bills. Visits to movies and restaurant continue but they start telling what they do not like about each other. Small matters start to bother them and so on. Boy has to remember the special days and if forgotten then girl is upset and angry. Complaints start to flowing in and the boy looses all freedom to look or admire other girls. The boy also starts to feel uncomfortable and want to freak out with friends and so he starts to lie to the girl. During this season a passionate kiss can reduce arguments but not end for ever. Public display of affectionreduces and sometimes holding hands becomes less intimate and the frequency of kisses reduce.

Winter - It is during this season that they find things going out of hand. A certain coldness starts to set in and they girl and boy find that incompatibilities in each other. The hours spent on phone reduces, arguments starts, and anywhere and everywhere. Christmas means shopping season and that means that the Boy or the girl finds it difficult to spend time with each other. This creates a rift in the relationship and coldness is very much evident in the talks and holding hands becomes just for the sake of it.

Summer - After a month of coldness a sense of love insets and then they are both back together but not with the same intensity. Sometimes the relations stabilize or ends up being scorching and breaks... This season decides what will happen of a relationship. Some recognize the importance of love after a cold loveless winter, some feel that its better without love. Some fall in love again with the same person and some just fall out of love.

Some wait for Spring again to find love again but some live in the memories of the seasons that went by and some regret for the mistakes and looking for a second chance. Love survives as long as life exists, and so if you are in love then probably you might have gone through stages or is in one of the seasons of love.

Love is magic and some say love is a waste of time but love exists be it boy friend - girl friend, Husband - Wife , Sister - brother, Parents - children, cousins or friends, Love exists every where, at every point of life you are still in love with someone.....

Lovingly - Murali

Friend of a Kind

Seasons changed , so did the times,
Ages passed, so did life,
We did grow taller but , something never changed
We did move farther in distance, never did your concern change

Always kept calling, even from the farthest,
Always advised me , even when you I didn't like it,
Criticizing always, yet appreciating ever,
Shouting always, grabbing my attention

You were always there, observing ever,
You were ever knowing, even the slightest of thoughts
Laughing ever on jokes that never were,
Pushing me, make me better even more

Telling you ever about my crushes numerous,
Pestering ever on ways to ask them out,
You still always were there say you can,
Ever Smiling naughtily when they said You Idiot.

You were friend of a kind , never have I found anyone better
Always beside even during times when I pushed u away .
Now that you are so away, Ever missing those beautiful moments
I still believe ever, you are always around me ...

You are truly a friend of kind....

Love Is in the Air, All Around Her

Love a word now i dread to hear
Love ever lost for want of trust
No more in love , no one to love,
No more sweet, just memories that hurt,

Its been long, really long,
Still hurting more than ever,
Its fresh a wound for ages now,
Droplets of blood oozing every now and then,
I just wonder if this really is worth the pain,

It is too late or too early to hope, i wonder.
For she is in love again
Love in the air, drizzling tiny droplets,
Love is all around her , in the beautiful weather all across,

Love is in the air, with him holding her in his arms,
The nights of passion filling her body and soul,
The days filled with romantic hugs and kisses,
Love is in the Air, I wonder if she knows,
Every second of the love is engulfing me in the deep dungeons ,
Dungeons with out love, without hope, with out even a slight ray of light
No Air to breathe, not a drop of water to quench the thirst,
Only darkness all around , without her around....
No Love around, Emptiness fill my life....heart... soul...
No energy left to fold my hands to pray for her...
I lie in the dungeons with prayers that she is greeted with love and happiness
Pledged I have all my memories, love, happiness and soul
Asking for all the love, happiness, sweetness, for her
Love is in the Air, all around her....
I pray in silence as I live uttering my last wish....
For god listens to the last wishes of dying man....
Love in the Air...Its all Around her....with her man....

Smiling at me..

Smiling at me...
I wonder everyday .. how would it have felt if your smiles were for me...
If my day started with a smile of yours...
I wonder how it would have been to hold your hands....
I wonder how would the days be with you by my side...

I keep wondering seeing those pictures of you all happy and smiling
I keep praying to god to give me all your sorrows and let you have all the happiness
I keep praying to god to give you all the love and care
For i wanna see your smiles and you being cared for ..
For I know no pain can survive beyond every time i see your smile....

Everyday i wish you would be mine
Every second i realize that not every dreams are to be true
Every life to lived once...for those whom we love
Every second i think about you and smile coz i see you smile and i know you are alright...
I feel content seeing your smiles on photos imagining your are smiling for me ...

For some moments of you I remember...like dreams...
For those moments were magical..
I may never been anything for me you were everything..
May be you never knew coz i never told you...
I never do regret it coz I see you smile .... the smile coming from your heart..

I wonder would u been so happy if your were with me ....
May be not ... i feel .. if not I would not have writing this ...
I am away but never too far to not be there for you when you need me...
I know it you never would need me for god would have answered my prayers ...
I always prayed for you to find the best of both the worlds....

Someday when when i am at the gate of heaven ..
I would give it up so that you have even more even there....
Every dream doesnt come true but someday i wish you would smile for me ...
For that day i hope ... for that day I live....a smile for me.....

Smiling at me...

Smiling at me...
I wonder everyday .. how would it have felt if your smiles were for me...
If my day started with a smile of yours...
I wonder how it would have been to hold your hands....
I wonder how would the days be with you by my side...

I keep wondering seeing those pictures of you all happy and smiling
I keep praying to god to give me all your sorrows and let you have all the happiness
I keep praying to god to give you all the love and care
For i wanna see your smiles and you being cared for ..
For I know no pain can survive beyond every time i see your smile....

Everyday i wish you would be mine
Every second i realize that not every dreams are to be true
Every life to lived once...for those whom we love
Every second i think about you and smile coz i see you smile and i know you are alright...
I feel content seeing your smiles on photos imagining your are smiling for me ...

For some moments of you I remember...like dreams...
For those moments were magical..
I may never been anything for me you were everything..
May be you never knew coz i never told you...
I never do regret it coz I see you smile .... the smile coming from your heart..

I wonder would u been so happy if your were with me ....
May be not ... i feel .. if not I would not have writing this ...
I am away but never too far to not be there for you when you need me...
I know it you never would need me for god would have answered my prayers ...
I always prayed for you to find the best of both the worlds....

Someday when when i am at the gate of heaven ..
I would give it up so that you have even more even there....
Every dream doesnt come true but someday i wish you would smile for me ...
For that day i hope ... for that day I live....a smile for me.....

The Dark Dungeons of Love

A path that leads to nowhere
I follow on to reach no where
I left my heart in the wilderness
I left my love in the darkness

Fell into a dark dungeon of sorrows
Seen the life of a condemned lover
Felt the pain of a broken heart
Sank in the sea of accusations

I roared and screamed in vain
I struggled and tried to hold on
I knew the pain of lonliness
I tasted the tears of blood

A light came to me pulling me up
Bailing me from the dark dugeons of the condemned
No face to this woman who pulled me thorough
Substituting herself for me

I ask her who she was
I n dreams or awake i keep thing
I realise i know her
I keep asking her name
I kept seraching for her face
I realise it was the soul i pushed to the dark dungeons

I franctically run to bail her out for i deserve the dark dungeons
I hear her pained voice but to know that a prince already there to save her
I see the prince with a smile on his face end i see her smile too
I know her to forget all pains i gave her

I punish my self to the dungeons for i deserve it not her
I see her tears down her cheeks seeing me in pain
I smile at her and say its your time to smile
I could never pay the debt of all the pain she suffered for me

Never did she complain when I left her in the dungeons
Never did she cry when i left her in the dungeons
she smiled at all times saying anything for you
I left thinking she had betrayed me and still continued

Today I felt how i betrayed her love
How I betrayed her trust
I pushed her into the dungeons but only smiled
Today i push her away to the castles of happiness

For the want of a smile I push her with her prince charming
For she deserves to smile and to be loved
Love and happiness i could never bestow upon her
I see the prince bestowing all the love and passion on her

I smile as tear roll down my cheek
I smile even in pain
I smile for her for she needs my smile
I push her away to the arms of a prince charming

I say to myself i am condemned
A sinister for I pushed her into the dugeons of drakness
I smile while I drown myslef in the sea of sorrows
I disappear from the horizon for her i make her cry
S o I disappear to the darkness of teh dungeons
I fade away from her memories as I see the my heart failing

Till it stops I condemn myself for a life of a prisoner
I say good bye but no one to see...
I cry to laugh i wished I could love her more

Your Smile

I have seen the Monalisa Smile

I have seen the world Smile

Never have seen a broken heart smile

Never have seen the hurt pained soul smile



Never did I belive that some one could smile in pain

Untill the day I saw you

Never did I believe that someone could have so much love and still not be loved

I did not believe till I saw you